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Im lurking in area 12, ( got here at 8! go me) and no one else has turned up.
Thus i get envious looks from people walking around trying to find a seat as i have the power plugs (all 8 of them) to myself.
I want to make a sign, saying "i dont bite", but 1, EFFORT, 2 i do bite and 3 it would lead to me getting distracted.
I attended a 21 in the weekend, which has given me a new favourite quote,
" nono we will have the lap dance before cake"
XD it every bit as bad in context that it can ever be out of context.
It was an awesome party though, Alice and wonderland theme, the dinner table was covered in fancy tea cups and there was a tea pot cake.
Melly and I quietly got tipsy on long island ice tea, num num num. We stopped drinking when that ran out and we werent drunk enough to drink the wine on offer. A interesting night, which made me think about where i want to be in four years.
Certainly i want to travel, an exchange would be fun. Living in europe is a possiblity. How ever in carreer thoughts, in the next five years i dont really have a clue. Not surprising, as ill be in Univeristy for the next 3 years, four if i do masters.Then ill need between four and 8 years work experience before i will be full registered as an engineer ( as apose to someone who has had thier engineer degree accredited).
So really it is all vary curious. I saw a variety of people types in the weekend, because of course through your life you collect friends of all types. Some life styles dont interest me. For instance i know i dont want to be an artist, musician or a performer. I can see the alure of it, as it would be awesome! I'm just not that focus enough to dedicate my life to something like that. However saying that, i do want variety in my life. HELL NO am i being nine to five all my life.
I could continue on things i dont want to be, but that isnt productive. Im good at aspiring to a goal. Focusing on what Not to be is a bad way to live life.
Its the diffence between working on getting a degree which is a positive goal and trying not fail each paper as you take them which is a very negative and shorted sighted mindset.
Another small thing.I have been watching a couple of disney movies recently, and with a new level of maturity (well its definately higher than it was when i was a little kid) i feel a different kind of empathy to the heroines. I also notice how superficial some of the stories are as appose to deep and meaningful. Of course disney being deep and meaningful is an over statement. ^__^ but i think what defines a classic from an hour and half mind null, is how it makes you feel.
For instance while Sleepy Beauty is indeed a lovely disney movie, it is just well empty of any emotive feelings. Meanwhile Beauty and the beast had alot more substance to it. I watch Mulan last night and even thought it skimmed quite fast, it had alot of powerful points to make you feel.
Oh look im rambling to procasinate. XDD
I want to ramble more, but i should start set theory.
- Location:Area 12 the library
- Mood:
mischievous
I have a poem dedicated to me~ It’s very sweet and honest and full of regret. The boy who wrote it was genuine in the words he wrote. And after I read it I giggled. I giggled not because I mock him or his words but because the situation is so beyond mockery, so beyond sincerity that all I can do is laugh about how it all turned out.
It was more awesome then the THREE I hate Marian bebo pages I had created for me by my class mates in fourth form~
Also on the radar, another sad acquaintance texted me today to catch up about life and I quietly slipped the dagger of I told you so in his new broken up with rib cage. Not that I am without sympathy, its just he brings it on himself in such away that I couldn’t resist a small twist of superiority.
This journal does not yet know of the third, who rang me this weekend inquiring about a novelty item, and I quickly sent him into a deepest darkest pit of geekyness for his errand.
He promptly rang afterwards to reassure me he had survived. >< Oh how I worry. He called me a bitch too for teasing him, (fully deserved) and made rude suggestions about me chasing kitties (sadly appropriate.)
Yet I am glad he did ask me instead of risking buying fakes. I shall miss you dearly while you are away~
My University life and socialization has led me to find many comical types who's strange tendencies have made me re think how I assess people. It seems my little box of boxes to put people in has extended to a whole closet. (Mel assures me this is a good sign of social development) Also more of those boxes are getting a QUESTION MARK of too hard to figure out ness.
People are strange. It not just they things the say. It's the smiles, the expression, the mannerism they pick up and drop that make it all so fascinating. Too think! Had I not manipulated the school system I would sleeping through seventh form with the set of people I had met, labelled and discarded years ago. AND I PASSED CALC TAKE THAT SEVENTH FOR
I get the feeling I am probably not very nice to think like this~ But in truth people are always changing and no one is ever beyond re-labelling.
I can give a good example since some of them have graced me with their friend status.
All of Janella's friends, in the first trimester I barely saw you and talk to you even less. I was vaguely aware there was law involved and the amount of in-jokes was slightly intimidating. Yet that changed, and change is good. Now I have names down and get hugs/ violent waves back when I pass you. I even have myself a fully qualified twin >>huggles Sophie<<
I have meet so many people this year. I am aware of this even more so as I am trying to work out how to get Melly enough people for her survey. So many types all of whom have different needs and wants. Not that I’m catering. Okay a little but it’s in my nature to care!
I do not consider myself good at reading people. Go on lie to me, I lap it up~ But I have made some true friends in
I know for every "friend" I make I grow a little more understanding of myself and the world.
Such friend ships spark love. Not the kind of lust or intimacy.
Certainly not the love that create a dedication poem on a creative thoughts website.
It invokes something much less powerful or motivating yet so much more significant.
To my friends, my thanks~
Due to the stress, i missed fire spinning which makes me sad, but prorities are important. STABBEH
So i sent a text at 7.50 pm to my friend who lives around the ravine from me, asking for help, because it wasn't compiling and Melly cant help me because Java is evil. Say it people EVILLL!!!
They didn't reply, which was cool, i knew they had thier own assignment to complete, so i wasn't offended or anything.
Got woken up at 11.50 by my phone that had been set to loud annoying setting to wake me up so i could do the assignment, in the morning.
Text saying sure thing (or what ever)
And i am thinking, well its only midnight and this is worth two percent of my final grade.
Found out that the text had only just arrived and he had gotten up to reply, which made me feel quite awful, but i gave him my snes games (all 200 of them) as a thankyou ^_^ ,
So yes, i can make a paperscissorsrocj game, that keeps tract of your score, and draw a butterfly at serveral different places on the drawing canvas. The third assignment, which i couldn't do, hence asking for help is collecting answers from the user and writing a story with them.
^__^
Uni is fun~
ANYWAY Pizza rant over...mmm pizza/
I trundled down to Frank kits park with my pretty pretty stick., i should name it but its still only a pretty stick right now. There were alot more people there this time so i stood there looking nervous untill i recongised someone. They are all alot older and it makes me very worried but they are really friendly.
SO FIRE!!
Ah yes the pretty fire.
I am trying to pay alot more attention to tricks, (last time i was just so completely amazed that i had fire that i was lost in my own little trance world.) It takes alot to be confident with newer tricks as i HATEHATEHATE having to bail. At the same time just doing the same tricks over and over again isn't really fun.
Eek, a girl who had double wicks of rope (much more awesome that just normal fire poi) skirt caught fire, that was scary.
One of the weekly people has LCD Poi, which she let me use. ITS SO SPACEY, i find poi quite hard but it was alot of fun to spin them around and create a full circle of light.
I am doing pretty much all the things i did with my glitter sticks on fire, except the wrap around my wrist which is very hard with the short glitter stick and a gorgeous dream of the fire stick. Moving up to spinning behind my back. It going to be alot about moving my body to pull tricks off instead of moving the fire stick, hence i have to practice moving and dacing instead of just spinning.
So then i trundled home again, except i had a Brent with me this time too because he came and watched the fires. I was telling him about how while fire spinning is fun, its not practical, you cant just whip out a fire stick, light it up and spin in the middle of public, the public people complain.
But i do love the fire, some about it is so very different and yet similar to water which i also loved greatly.
- Location:Flat
- Music:Silence its 12 30
Reallly Reallly Reallly Reallly Reallly different.
I use to come down and see peoples maybe 3 times in every four months, but now i see them every week, in Brent/Matt case everyday ish.
Gone are the days where getting to the shops relies on careful timing or interupting mother's busy schedule. Melly is vastly busy with her boobs theisis and Shane gets up when it suits him so now i can take myself walkies down to lampton quay.
Where i avoid spending all my monies on stuff.
Aside from my Squeeees of freedom, it has been kinda of awkward getting use to the flat, its lack of rules or adults and what to do.
i have almost gotten use to it but its still odd.
So Stuff- because this is a Rant.
I LOVE MY BED, it is a double bed that parents chose so they can STEAL it when they stay in town, but thats fine because its awesome!!!
I has my fire stick now YAY~~~~~~~~~ its sooooo pretty. Having missed Fire spinning on tuesday nights twice i hope t ogo tonight.
It is alot heavier than my glitterstick so il take a long time to get use to manipulating it well but its still alot of fun. I go walkies in the Botanic gardens and find quiet places just to spin it (no fire) a little kid kept waving to me the other day as i tried to find my way back up the hill.
HILLS
They suck~! Dont laugh all you people who can handle them, because i lived on a flood plain which was flat and these nasty hills KILL ME >< i am getting a jet pack to fly over them heh heh heh.
My flat warming
i snigger at my brothers protectiveness
Due to the pool party i now have an awesomely cheap bikini, which my sister says is patterned like clothes she use to wear as a child.
She is horrified to see her childhood coming back into fashion.
What else have i done..........
i have tidied the flat mercilessly, Brent is almost impressed, Melly is happy and Shane is confused why things keep moving from perfectly good position to places he cant find.
Brought fabric to make a cloak, but haven't decided on my cosplay.
33 DAYS TO GO TIL THE EXPO
Ignoring that i am still procastinating.
Anywayyyyyyyyy
Uni started Yesterday
I am confused why there are so many people milling around doing nothing apparently, Mell says most of them will run away eventually.
Clubs day was slightly disconcerting, but there was different stuff hanging around this morning so ill look again after class later.
My Classes
They are okay, first day was handing out course outlines but i have a computing assesment already.
I am going to have an asignment due
3 once a week
1 every two weeks
Eck
Also there was a bit of fine print about my work load,
i thought 12 lectures + hour prep a week and some will have extra tutorials.
so 25-27 hours of work a week.
Howevery yesterday Every class said 10 hours a week minimum.
Thats 40 hours~! Just to pass (which for engeneering its recomended to do more than just pass if you want to do the next year)
So i am feeling a little busier than i expected.
FTW
For engineering i get to built my own computer! For me thats awesome!
Moving out of home has been awesome, but definately going to take alot more getting use too, alot of my brain is still functioning of highschool mode which is woefully inadequte for my life now. I am glad i have Melly to adivse me/let me rant at her about things i am just WTF WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN about.
A small side of me misses the controlled life style of back home, but i have so many more options here, ill meet new people at university and grow up A hell of alot more being down in Welly then i would be a 7th former in Otaki. Also i really didn't want to stay in otaki~
SO end rant/
Might update a bit more, but no promises ^_^
- Location:Teh Flat
The people trying to arrange the cosplay semi meet up, have changed their minds.
Due to unforeseen reasons which isn't their fault. I am not quites sure as of yet when, possibly eleven at midlands park or go to boarders and use the CELL PHONE of Summoning.
Cool
Its not my fault if you get lost.
Nzqa results.
Meh could be better. Have UE anyway thus no stress.
Saturday 17th frankitts Park,
Its the normal deal people,
times are loose, food is uncertain but possibly planned, but if you turn up, you will have fun~
And together we are bring my Niece gracie, in full Chibi Kairi cosplay.
She will be so excited when she finds out~
So Please people come.
So today i petted a dead Chrismass tree, and told it it could not have gotten far anyway because we had dogs who would hunt it down.
I then nearly fell over giggling.
Matt came out of the shed and looked at me like i was crazy person.
So i giggled some more.
>Heh<
Anyway we have an extremly vocal dog staying with us for a while. Gracie my neice has gone away for christmas so i have to miss her and look after her vocal dog. He is swet really, just our dogs are quiet... We yell at them until they are.
Brought Maximo and Duelist of the Roses for an uber sexy sale that was 3 second hand games for forty dollars, Matt got one but i dont know what it is.
Then i did my shopping, but i am not finished >< so i shall stress a little
Yawn
i should sleep,
i am like dead.
GET OFF THE PLAY STATION MATTHEW~
He is ignoring my silent protest despite sitting next to me.
He should sleep too!
Went to Melly the other day.
Yesterday, no the day before, but came home yesterday.
She STILL has stuff in my room. Growl, i am going to pay my third weeks rent on thursday and she has her stuff in my room.
So i put my glittersticks in there.
I have stuff, thus i am moving in so she has to get her stuff out.
Ha~
Yawns
I failed making my Cv tonight.
So i shall sleep,
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as of tuesday i have to start saying that at work. at least there is no hat.
At Maccers they were wearing hats and wings! Ahahahah Suckers.
Tomorrow we wil decorate said tree. Honestly how does asprin help a dead tree?
I mean sure ti takes away the phatom life pains but it won't help its DEPRESSION about being dead.
Sorry
Merry Chrismas~~~~~~
Its holidays~
So a side from Ryan breaking his leg, which was a clean break so he will be able to heal quickly~
i have been working at Penray, SO I CAN PAY RENT.
Nasty rent, and Melly has dumped STUFF in my room! The room i am paying for but not living in GROWL~!
Aside from that Brother Matt is home from the army! Which means we are contantly annoying each other much to mums horror ^__^.
Christmas is sooon, but we don't have a tree yet because none of us have the time. Maybe when brother Ben and his girlfriend Aya come back from IPC come up they will do it. It is a novelty for her because she is Japanese and her family do not do the whole christmas thing,
No Gracie this year CRIES.
She is going away with her Mum. They are spending some alone time together, now that thier two international students have left. Grace was sad to see them go but i think she is getting use to it after three years of bonding with the Japanese girls for a year while they do thier exchange thing and then saying goodbye.
Work is busy as pick your own straw berries picks up, we had people come and pick 10 kgs worth.
Anyway~ Today i demanded that Matt helped me pick 6 kgs worth, so we have a small mountain sitting on the counter, well it has moved to a cooler. ^__^ It is sooooooooo good they are yummy.
Plans~
Friday Fun night at kapiti swimming club. It will be sad as i am not comming back. I will get to say good bye to all my little kiddies.
It was fun teaching learn to swim on tuesday ad Thursday this term. They were so cute. Especially the ones who progressed from not going under to doing belly flop dives for fun!. Anyway this is the end of Kapti swimming club for me as i am moving down to Welly and will be busy with Uni.
I will need to get a job in wellington, hopefully as a life gaurd as i have my first aid certificate and that looks good ^__^.
Either that or Melly will talk to her boss about getting me a job at kiwi bank pulling stables which will be good.
Because i have to pay Rent LOLZ
I hope to move down early in the new year to reclaim my room from Mels STUFF.
Anything else?
Me and Mum dont believe Christmas is around the corner yet. So don't tell us.
Giggles
SO! School is done!
Yup!
Prize Given was today!
I got first in English, Physics, Statistics and first Equal in History, also gotthe Statistics Cup, which made me Top academic in year 12. Yeah!
I know my schools like half the size of some others, but I’m still feeling really good, and am feeling pretty confident about my exams.
Eg No OMG OMG IM GOING TO DIE like last year ^____^.
As for my Uni goal,
University entrance (Tick)
Level Three NCEA (Tick)
National Cert. in Computing (Tick)
This means I am all set for Victoria University next year.
I am looking at doing Math, computer and engineering courses.
Sister Melly is already looking for a flat (as finding a flat in Jan/Feb is impossible)
This is excitingly scary as I will be moving out of home in the first few weeks of the New Year, if not earlier. O.o I feel extremely young.
Before that through, in December ill be doing full time work at Penray. We officially have our strawberries for the summer!
They taste super good, as I brought some to share with Cass and Vash the other weekend.
Full time work will actually be okay for me, as I worked a lot of the summer break last year as well.
But of course, before even the end of November, I have exams.
English, Statistics, then history and Physics on the same day.
As I said not nearly sick with nervousness, but I have a slight worry. I know I will do okay, but I want to do well, M/E.
That’s all. Parents took me out to dinner for getting first so I am feeling extremely full and content. Good luck other poor peoples doing exams!
- Location:Laptop, not doing nano
- Music:Parents being busy?
Grace is staying the weekend again, after a really long break of visits. So i am the adoring Aunt thing again. Just so everyone knows, Melanie, is the FAVOURITE AUNT. There isn't alot i can do about that. However, Shane, Mel's partner (sephiroth to the rest of the wolrd) Is the favouritest Favourite. Which the rest of the siblings and i, have simple accepted.
Anyway in case you guys didnt know, the chibi kairi has turned 8 as of September.
So Happy Birthday to her ^___^.
Because it had been such a long time, (and i couldnt face her trying to complete Ariel's world in my presence) we were determinded to finish Kingdom hearts, that she started last summer. .
So starting at Pride lands, We >note unless said otherwise, it really means I< beat the nasty elephant looking thing, and watched Simba become a big lion. Afterwards we marched over to land of dragons and we beat (after she had tried REALLY hard) to beat the last dragon boss. She went all cute about Sora blushing.
After that It was forward march Twitlight town and The world that never was.
No, she did not want to fight the heartless, no she did not want to fight the nobodies, in fact she didnt really want to fight all the annoying and identity confused Org 13 members. (Why dont they understand, I'm SORA!!!!!!!) SHE WANTED TO FIND KAIRI. That was that.
(though she was very sad about Axel's death, esp when he talked about Roxas. (in my head it was Yaoi Yaoi Yaoi.... Damn you fan girls you have got to me!) So seeing Kairi being rescued by her nobody was super exciting. ( i can no longer remember her name as their is a japanese girl at out school called Naname, and i get confused. ) Noticeably, as we mission through the castle, we got fed up with the constantly interfering Ord 13 members, you know with the repetitive dying and all untill i took over.
How ever,
the NEVER ENDING AMOUNT OF BATTLE AGAINST THE LAST BOSS TOOK US TO FAR.
By the time i took over her button mashing skills had been pushed to the limit, whats more Kairi had GOTTEN LOST AGAIN UGHHH.
(though we must remember she did beat some boses nearly completely by herself, and did kill the dragon thingy alone.
So comense the half an hour of cut scenes, by which time mum had returned home and was observing.
SORA"S HAND WAS ON HIS ARSE ON PURPOSE! ....cough.
She was happy that they all ended up on the Island again, but was kinda annoyed that we never got to find out what the king's message was. Meh thats why there a third game. Mum though we actually owned KH2 as it had been at our house for so long. So yes, after much delay Grace has finished it. (and with any luck she will want to cosplay as KH2 Kairi next year which Mel will find manageably,
I read her The Frog Prince, and A Precious Gift tonight, then tried to impart some moralistic lesson, which probably failed. Tomorrow i have work all day, but she will jump on me to wake me up again tomorrow, so ill get a hug goodbye. ^__^
Yes, i assure you, this post was required. we have decided that she is cooler than Mel and I put together.
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:Kingdomhearts2 credit music. (well its finished now, but i DID hear it.
Lets see
My Wellytown trip was awesome as always. (i still kinda meander along the streets in a daze looking at everything. It stil manages to be "big and exciting" after my various visits . >< Thankies to everyone who came and saw me, Katie, Kelly Mirranda, its great to see you in person, MSN and texts are just limiting. I appreciate stealing your time and all.
Another thing that i appreciated was that the nice lady in boarders that gave me 35% off my books because she said.
Vash arrived and i hung out with him for quite a while to catch up. We waited for a Matt...
(I wacted them play games in Japanese!!!!!!! Its insane ><)
... before the pretty group pass enable a game's night at sister's. In which i of course lost. Though in my defense, Mel should win a Buzz game about Films considering Shane is a film expect, (But wasn't playing) and Shane wins everything, even when its a game of total luck!. So after that it was settlers of Catan, because if we can teach Grace, we can and will teach EVERYONE. After Mel pulled an impressive victory using Development Cards we talked about Cosplay untill TWO am. (also sharing some gossip about a certain emo we do not Name. XDD Melly was so shocked) Anyway Thanks you Two, Its always great to catch up and stuff. Mel likes having people to make up numbers. (losing to Shane all the time gets old XDD)
Sunday wasgreat finally saw a Ryan after TOO long of texts. I came upon him in his normal habitat, playing DDR!. It was great to see him, and the weather was great, which meant we could walk along the water front. I also beat him at Tekken with my Button mashing skills which lead to a PERFECT defeat from his Card Character. Kinda violent overkill, but i got to give him heaps about losing XP! Nya, ill miss him.
It was just a Extra Special/great weekend. Which was good, Mocks were Killer >< I truly cant wait till next year. I swear sometimes im so far away thinking about the future that i forget about the present.
Results
English
E for Both Essays, M for unfarmilier
History
M for both Essays and A for Interpretation.
Physics
NA NA A Just Meh ><
Statistics.
E Probabilty, M for Equations A for Distrubutions.
It was alot better than hoped! Except Physic.
It was Grace Birthday today, Thats Right Kairi turned Eight ^__^ Give her a Cheer people. Her i gave her a butterfly WindChime which I thought was beautiful! She got some neat stuff, but little kids get the best toys these days.
On Friday we have a Teachers only day (apparently, because i dont read the newsletter i rely on people telling me this stuff ><)
So i completing my promise and Bringing Della to Wellington and showing her all the shops. She hears all about my weekends, and my friends etc, but this weekend is for her and laura and Avi (if she comes) they are really good friends and while i whine about Otaki way too much. I will miss them Thats the plan. Then seriously, its back to saving.... Im sooo behind its great XP!
Brother Came home ...................................
HE IS GOING TO GERMANY >cries<
But they were GOOD 24 hours. He Brought the movie L change the world from Malaysia.
Im Not allowed to talk about it apparently. But it was great! blah, i want to rant but i wont.
He took it with him after deleting all my music to make room on the laptop. So worth it. bye bye memories, you redudent!
For my birthday, (possibly pirated, but it has all the good fancy title things in Thai or something so i couldnt tell)
All the cut sence in FF10 mushed together with Crappy Subtitles. Oh its so wonderful! Tidus Voice is LESS annoying in Japanese YAY! Also have it for FF12 which might get me out of playing it. I dont think so.
Im generally happy. Which is kinda a vain thing to post on Lj since Karma might decide its a good time to visit.
How ever its true. There are some things i would like to change, but on the whole, with all my friends, i feeling pretty good about the world. So to everyone that helps....
Thankyou.
- Location:laptop
- Music:Ff10 cut scenes
Okay Okay!!!
SOOOOO Finally finished my lovely exams Whew ><.
Monday = day off to study >< not so fun
Tuesday = History + English on. Ouches, cramp from 6 hours of writing. (Namely making stuff up ill admit)
Wednesday = Statistics, whoot I felt smart, knowing how to answer the questions.
Thursdays = Physics. Meh, Def. difficult. I know I need to worry when I just keep throwing things into the calculator until something looks right as an answer. But it went rather well otherwise.
Tomorrow, relaxingggggggg. Well I have a computer Class, but that’s nothing. ^__^
I’m planning to take my box of favorites that I got for my birthday and share them at interval with my friends. Generally because it funner to celebrate in a group, and I haven’t seen most of them all week as I only came in for my exams.
Hoping for a M average, thought know there is a reasonably possibility that it wont be.
Birthdaysssss!!!
Oh Whoot!
As I always say EVEYONE is born in August.
Shivun started us off second to last weekend on July, (she said she was early)
I couldn’t go to her party, but I was told it was excellent.
Laura was next. Her parents own the school buses, so the ten of us went to Porirua pools on a 40 person bus! FTW that was awesome. We then went through Otaki (in our bus) to the fish and chips shop and Video store. Lovely weird looks Teehee. I had to go home after dinner but it was great.
Next we had a break while there was the Ball weekend. More later.
Afterwards
DVDs
27 Dresses. Was really sweet, good quality chick flick.
40 days and 40 nights. So perverted, yet amusing.
V for Vendetta. They were half asleep and didn’t appreciate its Epicness. The 7th formers are studying it this year apparently.
Up a Creek. Stupid, idiotic, moronic. What better amusement at 3 am?
We slept, for a like three hours, then Parents took everyone home.
How ever, I was given a ridiculous amount of lollies and chocolate. I haven’t finished yet. I turned 17 on the 6th for Christ stake!!
Ball,
It was fun! and I looked fancy!!
I swear I love my ball dress. Even when I first saw it. (Noticeably this was after 6 hours of shopping. But still LOVE)
We got flowers from spot light and Angela, my step brother’s wife did the hair and make up.
The three adorably Japanese girls are Misa, Chihiro and Yurina, from
There obis…. Complete crisis to tie I’m telling you.
Some of the Japanese girls looked very drunk by about half way through, but they were just happy. (Or Maybe the drink was spiked enough to affect them…)
I had heaps of fun, but it is certainly had it down points. I am definitely sticking to Breeze FM at work and Final Fantasy music, if that is what today’s Top Hits are. The howling rain kind of ruined the year 13’s Red Carpet idea too, but all it all it was great. I got to dance a bit, my friends all looked gorgeous, if not a little indecent and it was a special night for me. Lots of happy memories…. If I ever get round to uploading the pictures.
Soooooo lazeee.
Some Aspirations.
I have 14 credits in Math, and 20 credits in computers, (IF MR EVER MARKED THEM), so next year is looking really good.
Vash was sooo kind and showed me around
Honestly, my seminars must have been really boring for him. >< But it was really great, and I got lots of free pamphlets and stuff. (… yeah lollies …. >< )
It really got me all inspired again, which was good. Because the Careers adviser, told all my teachers, so if I fail, I have just too much humiliation to face.
Ryan appeared out of No where during English so i hugged him tightly, and protected my Coke from his Ninja Skills. Later we Saw him and he had been attacked by the person giving out free Condoms.
My Neighbour/ex teacher was there with his school group and gave me a condom too. Which i quickly gave to Ryan, who first comment was "where a bin..."
I also caught up with an Axel from the Expo. She was hugely excited about having a Kairi then lol.
Later Vash went to catch a train and Sister Mel took me to see the gym and then to her flat cause she was sore from her shots. Hehe, they gave her shots before they would let her near the monkeys.Anyway Thanks again Vash, it meant a lot ^___^ >cookies for you<
Then we had Mocks…. And I have a new Aspiration.
RPG ON POWERPOINT FTW
Yeah, it sound crazy, but I’m going to try anyway. I might even do the Level two computer standard on integrating programs to make it funner. XDD.
So in September, I’m going to do a NANOWRIMO challenge.
The entire storyline will be FINISHED.
….Hopefully….
My Bracers are uber tight and i have kangaroo elastic bands, to flick myself with. LOLZ
What else….. Nope that’s it.
Anyway looking Forward to relaxing.
Welly trip on Saturday, then Grace’s Birthday, and Mum’s birthday/Father’s Day. (According to the dairy)
Tee hee
- Location:Laptop
- Music:None, i was focused!
Because it was Really Fun and i'm gratefull.
I want say a huge Thankyou to Vash for hanging out with me and showing me around university today!
It was great because
1
You were really fun and interesting, and you pointed out all the nasty lies about subjects to prevent me from being fooled.
2
You found me in the people-infested quad, happily showed me around, answered my questions and took me to my sessions
3
i didnt have to stick with the seventh formers who would have ignored me anyway. Also none of them were interested in the sessions i wanted to see.
Seeing your latest FMV before computer science started was also awesome, even though i didn't understand much about what it was happening. ^_^; It helped me understand at least a bit of the LOK game/series.
I hope you had fun, because i did.
>hugs<
Thankyou Vash!!
- Location:laptop
- Mood:
cheerful
Number one
The really cool thingy Mr has.
He set it up today, it turned the projected image of the computer screen that comes up on the main white board into a electronic interactive screen. I spent half a class messing around.
(Mr gave me the ball point pen looking device that let me interact with the whiteboard and left the room. the rest of the class also ignored me.)
It was awesome!!! oh the possiblities ^__^. (craves a virtual keyboard now)
Number Two
My Ball.
Pretty dress, shoes the wont kill me, Ange doing my hair up all pretty like with roses.
A four hour ball that i have various expectations for. Have not decided if the after party really merits a presence yet.
Number three
My Birthday ^_^ Seventeen!
Dont know what i want yet, but i better make a list, my parents tend to be silly if given to little advice.
Number Four
Mocks
well thats a lie, im not excited. hehe
Number five
14 weeks to go people
Another thing im not really "excited" about but aware of: my exams.
Number six
Katie comming back soonish? That def deserves a mention!!
Number Seven.
I has wood to make my really big sword, and can start making it.
Oh final point,
Left Biology for computers now, have to get my NCC i do ^__^
Thats all Thanks
- Location:Living room, laptop
- Music:Mum and Dad playing Ginrummy
Kingdom Hearts ~ Kingdom Hearts ~ Kingdom Hearts ~
Ralph wept for the end of innocent, for the darkness in man's heart and the true wise freind all Piggy
Ralph comes to understand that the darkness was in thier hearts, and it will follow him off the island.
Jack is surccoming to the darkness.
Ralph comes to understand that he will never escape the darkness that was unleasehd on the island.
The laws of civilisation held the savage impulse in check. When they were unleashed the boys were consumed by the darkness that was inside them.
It just goes on and on,
Wrote out the indroduction and conclusion about three times and the main body one and a half times today.
Im trying to arrange the different ideas so it fits in under four minutes. It just isnt happening ><
Esp. when the whole time, it was just
LOL KINGDOM HEARTS IN MY ENGLISH WORK~~~~~
Anyway...
Holiday Adventures!
been down TWICE this time. Which leaves me in my normal exhausted happyness feeling ^_^.
Last Monday went down to do my normal Lurk,
Met Matt, and was ninjaed by Ryan and the other Lemming Hamish (!YaY!) and also brought a new shiny Purple Glitterstick,
Later i met up with Cass and Kelly, so i could give Kelly her bday gift. I also met a guy who use to go to my school in like forth form.
He fell off the face of the earth like most people do, so it made me internally sing 'its a small world after all' for a couple momments.
So our book crawl through wellington, ended with me stuffing them with chocolate and me acciendentally getting bashed with ffxii completion guide, im sure it hurt more because its a horrible game. ^__^
Later we went to burgerking to buy a drink/chips/chicken tenders all with mainly silver coins, much to the staffs horror.
we sat an had a ramble about relationships, which was throughly depressing, but quite educational.
Back at boarders, cass stayed with me untill dad came to take me home, which just ended with me in LOLS
(cause im cruel, sowi Cass hehe)
Anyway on Sunday i helped Sister Nic move, then Mel and i watched Enchanted, which i gave a good 71/2 out of 10.
The next day, Mel and i made a bright and early nine oclock start on Lambtom quay.
From there we went along the Quay, up Willis, then up Cuba. Every dress shop that stocked dresses we snooped through.
(Including a breif stop in Pulsar, Subway for lunch, a giggle fit at Ryan being late for his course trying to find me and a browse in the badge shop) Afterwards, we missioned out to spot light for roses and leaves and then rushed back to Lambtom to check out the wargame shop for wood and buy shoes.
Results
One beautiful blue shiny second hand dress that is only 4 sizes to small. But it was STILL PERFECT..... T___T
One incredible beautiful woodland red burgundy dress that has roses around the waist and neck. Which convienintly has elastic in the back bit thingy, so it fits me!!!!
Ahh happy happy.
Anyway, a rose garland for my hair
Gold shoes, (FLATS! FTW. i refuse to wear heels they hurt!)
Mel and i collapse at home and did some study work. ^__^
Found Nina online late at night, so i talked to her till even later.
Tuesday was fun, i did Mels dishes!
We went to the Vic Uni with Mel, she got me the computer science and statistics booklet. I saw Mirranda for like a second as she rushed to class then talked to Vash and Turk. Cass came and found us and was amazed by my magical powers of arriving in town before her!
Turk got me across roads to the cable car, because the world still believes im going to get myself hit by a bus.
He went off to hand out his CV, because new world drives people insane.
Which is why i refuse to work there.
Finally found time to spend more than 10 mintues with Ryan.
Who was just amused by the fact i came in the wrong entrance to the Willis street food court and got lost.
I brought some sushi and lost at slaps again. I think he wonders why i keep playing when my reflexes are so slow.
I went and brought my Balsa wood from the games shop and then we went to hang out at Civic square.
Sadly i made him late to his course again ><
I then follewed my phone to meet Turk at burgerking and made him take me to courtney place, so i could look in the War Hammer shop.
This led to a horrible exhausting march back to Willis street then up Victoria street trying to find craft shops.
Sorry Matt >< By this point my brain was consumed by Fuzz.
We meet Vash and Cass at the station and said good bye.
Ha i saw you this time huggles Vash, it was nice, though i still demand you make good your promise teehee
Oh the train home, i refused to let a barely constrainted Cass talk about Dexter, because i didnt see the season finale.
Poor Cass, when i watched it, i so understood, it was terrible way to end!!!
At Coastlands who should i find but Eeva, who i hugged and spoke with for a momment but had to rush off to meet Mum.
Was great to see her as there was no group meet up this holidays. (Whoot great Hair Eeva!)
Blah last night, i was consumed by the Fuzzz, and failed to make sense to anyone. ^_^
It was sooo great, cant wait till next year. hehe
Oh yay ...................................incre
And to rain doom on everyone...
exams are around four and a half months away.
Im not panicking right now, which is a change.
Maybe ill stress later ><
Only four exams this year.
One in the first week
Then three in the next week
within two days.
Damn having two exams on one day!
Anyway.
I has Little Grace over today, she staying the night so she can see her cousins who are also visiting tonight.
(The 3 year old is watching Rainbow Brite as i type)
Because im lazy she spend all morning playing kingdom hearts two (she is doing really well for a seven year old, i only fight a few bosses for her.) Then my parents came home and i felt bad for not getting dressed untill three.
So i grabbed my Beatrix sword and gave her my wooden sword and we marched off to the forest.
She shall explore the Deep Dark Forest, fighting bosses until she reaches the deepest darkest corner and finds the ancient item.
Narrated By Yours truely!
.....After chipping my Beatrix sword i decided to just use dead sticks to fight her. ..........
Every clearing or so, i would stop being the narrator, pick up a dead stick and give a rant about how her efforts were futile and she would never escape my forest, get the item.. etc.
(Thanks kingdom hearts and final Fantasy for providing material for my endless tirades!
We also have little stone/clay creatures in my forest so when ever we came across one, she got to talk to them and get advice.
So as we traveled through she:
Talked to a blue bunny, a magic black cat, a gnome under a toadstil and the fairies.
Saved a giant Fly from being a trolls dinner and returned it home.
Saved the fairy circle by healing the Fairy queen
Used a magic Fairy flower to fly.
Defeated about 10 "bosses" and bruised my knuckles.
Found the ancient item on the mountain of rock. (a packet of mentos... it was brought last night, so not so ancient.
Some other time we are going to play again, hopefully when one of my siblings are home so she can fight more than one enemy at a time ^_^!.
My holidays shall be good. ^__^ Still finding out when i am going to work from boss. Wellington Visits are PLANNED, but don't know when yet.
Raaaaaaaaaaaaa Roar!
- Location:Main computer, Nieces are on lap top playing games i hope.
- Music:Rainbow Brite theme.
I am finally confirming my plan. Which means if i fail, then i'm practically leveled down to zero AGIAN
Marian's Awesome Plan to Escape Otaki and run away to Cool People in Wellington
(not my cosplay plan, hope your not too disapointed XD )
Level 3 + University Entrance + National Cert in Computers + Level 2 (again but endorsed with M or E)
Method
Step two; gain 25 credits in Computers level 3
Step three; gain 16+ credits in Statistic and Modeling
Step four; Do 9 credit history Research and presentation Task
Achieved NNC level 3 + Ncea Level three
Step Five; Complete 7 credits worth of level three english
Achieve UE.
Step six; Gain a further 44 credits at M+ level 2
Achieved Level 2 Ncea with Merit
Right,
Onto it, no more slacking, only 4 months left till Exams
Wish me luck
- Location:Meant to be doing homework
- Mood:determined
- Music:No itunes on this computer
School are drifted back into it norm, tho as I walk around with my glitter stick the world has had to accept a comic shift.
Spinning is so much fun, it scares all sorts of people, occupies my mind and already a teacher has picked it up and tried to spin it only to fail!!!!!!!! (LOLZ)
However half the world seem to feel compelled to call it a magic stick.
Including the two German girls who are here for three months.
Nina and Olga, (both manga/animae fans also like FF series) they are really cool.
Due to recent events
I has been degraded to a four year old according to my fifth form friend Della, so now she is my big sister. (Degraded also as she is now seven)
OHMYGOD HAPPPY>
Received key item,
Out dated 50-cent coin.
Ultimate key item EVER. (Have you tried spinning a new one? they're too small.
I got it from a customer at work, to be honest she was kinda freaked out but she really didn't want out dated money.
My bio teacher likes me, which is pretty sweet, only because I volunteered to help her with some computer stuff to avoid do a poster. Blah my title of geek is so confirmed.
The head of computer is my teacher this year, which is useful. Last year I simply ignored my teacher and took all my extra stuff to him anyway. Also Della is in my class due to option clashes, so I help her and make sure she looks smart. Thus the teacher is happy to ignore/leave us to work. So I can listen to my ipod/text like I did last year.
Physics teacher is mother of friend from primary. But our group is kinda smart so it works well.
Hohum, English we have a deputy head, Growls I hates her, but she ran away yesterday until Friday. No idea why but class productivity dropped 90 percent in relief teachers care.
History is love; I sit at the front where I am in range of the fan. (Which blows all my paper off my desk) We are studying origins to world war one.
Finally Stats, which so far I’m not too impressed with.
This year my ex has forgiven me and now we are back in a close friendship,
As two major outcasts we sit together in our two science classes and answer all the questions and generally be geeky. Ironically he is into anime/manga and I have converted him into a FMA fan (mwahahaha are you proud Roy?)
Considering he didn't speak to me since term 1 last year it’s nice to have him back as a friend.
(As the female section in our bio class believes, we are perfect for each other, speaking another language (also known as a higher vocabulary), knowing all the answers, and constantly talking about some creepy Japanese stuff that no one else has heard of.)
I have a Rose ring, which I plan to wear with my Beatrix Cosplay.
And a fluffy cushion! It’s huge and fluffy and soft.
Both from medieval Market which was lots of fun!
For some reason I am on the emailing list of Russian wives or something. Honestly I’m afraid to reply.
Blah my cosplay. I attacked it on Mondays. Cut it when I was trimming seams.
Sword should be difficult, then ill make Grace's Kairi hehe.
I think there is something shameful about dragging your niece into your own hobbies.
Moving on, mother is making a strong effort to have the Garden perfect for grandad 95th.
And Dad is still collecting lists of people who will be coming.
It’s already decided that us five kids are going into a tent. (Bye room) Wait four, Matt cant come get leave from army ><
What else can I rabbit about?
SORA MAX STATS ARE OVER 100
God damn, there goes my goal of maxing out, finishing journal and completing the game in one clock cycle. Oh well I just have to go over 99 hours.
Plan to play 7 again, or finish 12 finally.
Heard it Pulsar Max that one of the writers in 12 walked out half way heheh, they didn’t like how the story was going.
PRODUCTIVITY
I am talking to computer fixer person (JP)
The laptop will be fixed then I go back to writing.
I have 6 stories planned around one theme, (altered they each show a different perspective.)
I will plan them all, and probably only write two combined versions.
Then ill edits "Of Rubies, Sapphires and Tears"
Which is dying somewhere on a data key
YAY
Um
I am going to Ikido (SP?) with Della and 'Kita tomorrow.
Playing a sport again will be good?
- Location:main computer
- Mood:busy
- Music:Lilly Allen Londom walking
welll i has reached the 28th and have only a few days till i return to my education (nuuuuuuuu mercy)
lets see,
I am the proud owner of the first copy of homemade religious music. The band was excellent company but has since departed our house. Its quite pretty music, ignoring the lyrics and all its kinda nice.
hooo hum.
Got my NEW Red Fabric so i can continue of Cosplay for Armageddon YAY
PICNIC!!!!!!
hehe oh the fun!
the people!
the (horribly burning) sun
The random activities that we all know we would be too shamed to do otherwise ^______^
<ish curtsy> I make a wave to Eeva for once again sticking around me amids the chaos of large random groups, my master Pyro whose research i hope shall go well for the next term or so until i see you next, to my dear wounded L whom dragged me around town when she still looked (normalish) to buy lollies and hair spray! oh the fun of the WTF stares! and to co-maid bunny-eared Rosa (thatswhattheytoldmeyournamewas) whom i meet and hung out with quite a bit. (and was also herded to by photographers
Thankies!
Waves to all others who came and made it so enjoyable teehee.
Belated thanks to birthdaygirl Katie for teaching us the dance. It twas awesome, even if my co-ordinate was nonexistant ^__^
Grrrrrrrr Got acused of bondage with kelly/chris/Cass. thats annoyed me, yet to identify who it was.
WHOOT
Also found that Matt/Brent live down the hill (well according to them, i considered it a decent walk) from my sister new flat.
Trying to work out who stalked whom there....
Also on Friday Night i wanted the Hunchback Of Notre Dame, a wonderful film and woke up on Saturday morning with the feeling that the entire Cosplay staff people should be singing some sort of "wake up i'm so excited" song. weird.......
blah I shall be the master of the L walk. Due to heavy blistering cause by my maid shoes. (hehe) i was limping and decided to just resort to L kinda hunch over walk. Also on Sunday afternoon i didn't tie up my hair so it got wind tossed. People looked at me like i was scary . Also meet Pyro/Madj/Pura on Cuba street.
Roar the randomness of The wizard of Oz, we are off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz
Today blah
THANKYOU
*Walk through who i turned to in my desperate hour
*Gullwings for giving me the keyblade even though i hate you for being so annoying
*PrideRock for having easy to kill and respwaning heart less on the Peak
*Sora for being so adorable as a lion thus i didn't get board.
*Squareeniz for allowed such a cheap trick to work for lazy bums like me
LEVELED UP FROM LV 45 to LV 55 in an hour and a half thanks to the corrupt method
Also did ALL of 100 Acre Wood in an hour. Oh Pooh how i loathe you....
NEXT STOP XIGBAR
you shall not kill an 8th time FIE!
- Location:Main Room computer
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:none blah looks for some
